UPDATE… Videos Diarios en YOUTUBE!



Hello its been a little over 2 weeks since I last updated you on here ... let me start with... I'm doing alot better! If you read my "very personal" post you might already know that I wasn't doing so well. I'm better and I can actually feel it on the inside too. I decided to distract myself with something I've always wanted to do and many said it wasn't a good idea, I actually had it on my goal list for this year which was to try the Daily Vlogging or Daily Uploads over on my youtube channel if possible. Malik's passing truly set me back on doing all the things on my goal list for this year and instead of just crying my days away getting deeper in depression I decided it was time to do the things on my list not just for him but also for myself. I just love that feeling of accomplishment everyday when I'm documenting , editing and uploading on the daily, and then reading all of your comments just makes it 1000 times better (I'm sorry if you don't understand Spanish since my youtube channel is in Spanish ) at the moment I'm on a roll with the vlogs but I also want to add in the lookbooks, hauls , talks, tags, everything that comes to my mind reason I rather say "Daily Uploads" instead of vlogging. I've been slacking over here on my blog and Instagram but I just really need to get used to this daily filming and editing but that doesn't mean I wont be posting here anymore I'm just trying to get used to doing it all so bear with me. Hope everyone is doing and feeling great and if you're not just remember  there is people wishing for what you might be taking for granted, such as being healthy and alive. Don't forget to fight for your dreams doing what makes you happy and don't be what others want you or expect you to be. Xo

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Hola, un poco mas de 2 semanas que no los actualizaba por aquí ... deja comenzar con que ya me siento much mejor, si leíste mi entrada "very personal" ya sabanas que no estaba muy bien. Estoy mejor y lo puedo sentir por dentro también. Decidí porfin hacer algo que siempre había querido hacer y que muchos me decían que no era buena idea y eso es daily vlogging o mejor dicho subir un video nuevo todos los días en mi canal de youtube si se puede. La perdida de Malik fue algo muy doloroso y de verdad me deprimi al punto que no hacia nada pero decidí envés de dejarme caer mas en la depresión comenzar en hacer todo lo que tenia en mi list de metas para este año, no solo por el si no también por mi. Amo ese sentimiento de logro todos los días cuando estoy documentando , editando y luego subiendo un video todos los días, oh y después leer todos sus comentarios que lo haven mil veces mejor  por el momento voy muy bien subiendo vlogs diarios pero también quiero agregar los lookbooks,  hauls, platicas, tags, y todo lo que se me venga en mente por esa rason no quiero llamarlos solamente vlogs porque serán videos nuevos todos los días. Se que no estado publicando nada por aquí o mi Instagram pero todavía me estoy acostumbrando a grabar y editar todos los días pero eso no quiere decir que ya no mas aquí o insta solo que me quiero acostumbrar en hacerlo todo! Espero que esten bien y felices y si no lo estas recuerda que hay personas que decean tener lo que tu no valoras tal como estar viva y sana. No olvides luchar por tus sueños pero haciendo lo que amas no tratando de ser lo que los demás quieren que seas. Xo 

UPDATE… Videos Diarios en YOUTUBE!



Hello its been a little over 2 weeks since I last updated you on here ... let me start with... I'm doing alot better! If you read my "very personal" post you might already know that I wasn't doing so well. I'm better and I can actually feel it on the inside too. I decided to distract myself with something I've always wanted to do and many said it wasn't a good idea, I actually had it on my goal list for this year which was to try the Daily Vlogging or Daily Uploads over on my youtube channel if possible. Malik's passing truly set me back on doing all the things on my goal list for this year and instead of just crying my days away getting deeper in depression I decided it was time to do the things on my list not just for him but also for myself. I just love that feeling of accomplishment everyday when I'm documenting , editing and uploading on the daily, and then reading all of your comments just makes it 1000 times better (I'm sorry if you don't understand Spanish since my youtube channel is in Spanish ) at the moment I'm on a roll with the vlogs but I also want to add in the lookbooks, hauls , talks, tags, everything that comes to my mind reason I rather say "Daily Uploads" instead of vlogging. I've been slacking over here on my blog and Instagram but I just really need to get used to this daily filming and editing but that doesn't mean I wont be posting here anymore I'm just trying to get used to doing it all so bear with me. Hope everyone is doing and feeling great and if you're not just remember  there is people wishing for what you might be taking for granted, such as being healthy and alive. Don't forget to fight for your dreams doing what makes you happy and don't be what others want you or expect you to be. Xo

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Hola, un poco mas de 2 semanas que no los actualizaba por aquí ... deja comenzar con que ya me siento much mejor, si leíste mi entrada "very personal" ya sabanas que no estaba muy bien. Estoy mejor y lo puedo sentir por dentro también. Decidí porfin hacer algo que siempre había querido hacer y que muchos me decían que no era buena idea y eso es daily vlogging o mejor dicho subir un video nuevo todos los días en mi canal de youtube si se puede. La perdida de Malik fue algo muy doloroso y de verdad me deprimi al punto que no hacia nada pero decidí envés de dejarme caer mas en la depresión comenzar en hacer todo lo que tenia en mi list de metas para este año, no solo por el si no también por mi. Amo ese sentimiento de logro todos los días cuando estoy documentando , editando y luego subiendo un video todos los días, oh y después leer todos sus comentarios que lo haven mil veces mejor  por el momento voy muy bien subiendo vlogs diarios pero también quiero agregar los lookbooks,  hauls, platicas, tags, y todo lo que se me venga en mente por esa rason no quiero llamarlos solamente vlogs porque serán videos nuevos todos los días. Se que no estado publicando nada por aquí o mi Instagram pero todavía me estoy acostumbrando a grabar y editar todos los días pero eso no quiere decir que ya no mas aquí o insta solo que me quiero acostumbrar en hacerlo todo! Espero que esten bien y felices y si no lo estas recuerda que hay personas que decean tener lo que tu no valoras tal como estar viva y sana. No olvides luchar por tus sueños pero haciendo lo que amas no tratando de ser lo que los demás quieren que seas. Xo 

MY TOP-5 LISTS

For the moment.
Apart from the daily to-do list(s). And apart from the weekly and monthly ones as well.


I am a total list-person. I write lists on my phone, on the back of receipts and opened envelopes and random A4's around the house and in multiple text files. And in email drafts. Lists are the foundations of how all practical (and less practical) parts my life is organised. Sometimes I write the same list a couple of times, to get to go over things again (or because it's enjoyable if it's a list of fun things) or because it feels like it's one step closer to be done that way. Ha!

So, here's my "top five" lists for the moment

1. List of lists to be made.
Yes, for reals.


2. Movies I want to be able to catch while they still run at theatres.


I really want to see Moonlight.

This is a constant one, that comes and goes, and that seldom gets anything checked off because work and kids and life and all that. But this winter we managed to see one movie with Eddi, so I've given new hope to actually seeing a couple more!

Also bubblin' under:
Books I want to read (I'd like to read far more than I do nowadays but feel I don't have the time. Hell, internet!)
Shows I want to watch (And no, these two are in no way connected. Ehrm...)


3. Things to renovate at home -
including separate lists of:
-wallpapers I want to use
Turns out there are more of those than walls. And it's good most of my lists are a slow process because this changes one throughout the years.
-storage; how to organise what and where
(this never ends)
-interior details to add after the hard work is done (the one you'd like to dig into immediately; fuck the hard work-part)

This set of lists is constant, because an old house will always need something, but is now back in the top-list segment, as things will kind of, somehow, finally start happening over here for reals soon!


4.  Things to grow in the garden
Because what if, this year, for reals.
It's a fun one though. Let's see if we make things happen big(-ger) this year, and all trough the summer...


5. Blog posts to write
This would make a book by now, all the unwritten ones.
If there's a hashtag #toooldtopublish here's where it comes to use.

Are you a list-writing person? Are your lists rather constant or do you get to check things off?


(Online source for top photo: vintage.es. No known original source for the final photo.)